Graduating tomorrow and it still hasn’t hit me yet. I know I will once I get that diploma. I know I might just cry like a baby too. It’s sad how I met the most amazing people my senior year. It breaks my heart. I’m just glad they were apart of my life at some point.
If you’re not gonna leave then I will. I’ll support myself and live independently without any of your help. And if you both ever need me, I’m not coming to the rescue. I’m done sticking up for your battles. I’m done with you putting me down all the damn time and making me feel like I’m not gonna go anywhere in life or do anything with my life. I’ll prove your ass wrong. I’ll prove you all wrong.
Love Supreme (ft. Jeni Suk)
I’m tired of you and everyone else telling me that I can’t do anything. That I won’t be anything. Everytime I try to redeem myself and make it happen, it’s still not good for you. You’re not proud of me at all. I can tell. You think it’s so fucking easy for me only because I grew up here. But it’s not. You always compare me to everyone. And with all the bullshit you’ve said to me, it’s making me think that I actually don’t have a chance in anything. You’re making me feel like I’m just a worthless human being. A fucking mistake. No matter how hard I try I just can’t please you.
I wish there was someone to actually talk and vent to in person. I hate living so far from all my close friends.